◊∆ tell me that i'm special even when i know i m not

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 08:24:34 GMT

i am in cck library right now(:using my sister laptop-.-
PP not started yet, not even introduction
Keep changing the meeting time n date with xue jun just not to do our PP lol....all xue jun fault la(:

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:52:49 GMT

HAPPY

8^TH MONTH

Anniversary

muack (:

to my dear w15b friends

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 15:14:08 GMT

sorry guys i wasnt mentioning about u guys
sorry for the misunderstanding (:
merry christmas & happy new year yo!

life is full of disappointment

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:56:09 GMT

wtf why the treatment i recieve from u all is so different wth.....
everything done for me is so last min
everything for me is on sales and yet many ppl chip in
how great
luckily my sister told me what she saw
at least i know how u all treat me
how much i worth
luckily we wont have much time left.....
but still thanks for being my friends
i m super disappointed n sad with you guys after knowing the fact

bastard

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 18:47:12 GMT

my brother is totally an idiot!!!!

why does everyone have to treat you like a king at home

please who are you to think that you deserve all this kind of treatment

what you have contribute to this family?

-->creating more trouble what else

-->asking for more money what else

what does this house, this HOME mean to you?

well you just take everything for granted what else

you simply just treat your HOME as a hotel THAT’S it

your parents BOTH are sick

DO YOU FREAKING CARE!!!!

not even a word of concern come out from your mouth

you are just simply a failure 败家子!!!!!

in your 23 years of life did you ever give money to your parents?

all you know is to take from them……Don’t you feel a shame of yourself being so useless or you are just use to it…BASTARD

why are you my brother?

are you fit to be my brother?

how does you survive in army DAMN IT

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nabei

thanks maybeline

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 18:20:24 GMT

http://maybelineez.livejournal.com/

MUST SEE!!!!!

MY BIRTHDAY(:

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 18:12:03 GMT

thanks guys for wishing me and also meeting me up (: although less people wish me and also buy present for me. But I super regret didn’t get the chance to buy my stitch watch ): its being sold out and its limited edition WTH y did the person sell away the last piece when I was on the way for it damn ):

all right i am tied to blog =.= have time i will add more things (:
oh ya i am having a hard time figuring out how to use face book man ):

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 17:06:16 GMT

i am not looking forward to my birthday...

hatred

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:00:21 GMT

ya both of u totally piss me off I bet u guys dun even notice about it because its just so you, and you will never change. you just take it for granted, will you guys care for my feeling. Its okay to joke around “suaning” me as usual but should have a limit OKAY!!u can say whatever u like but dun include my bf in. Do u think you have the right to say people think about it. what goes around comes around think of it don’t always criticize people cause you don’t have the right to do it… Just admit its your fault and don’t push it to others maybe I admit there is some miscommunication but does not mean you have the right to push the fault right…yA both of you spoil my entire day I cant even enough it, I partial my science lesson not to just accompany you or to be a KPO get this clear. I m not tat interested in knowing your life your whoever and its hurtful to call your friend KPO when she is concern for you. having friends like you is a torture!

pls think before you speak

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:00:37 GMT

just in case y guys cant see it murkey(orange) tail is abt 5.5 cm lol and yuri(white & grey) is 13cm..OMG murkey tail is damn short lor
haha i feel so bad criticising murkey but BUT BUT on 29th nov she did actually BITE me BITE MY SHOULDER ya then she give me this look(below)

sry dear for "suaning" your murkey tail but who ask her BITE me for nth lol

omg today starbuck is giving out free drinks!!!(beverages on the house) going there with my sem1 friends later YEAH((:
i m in a partial-ling mood...

ben&jerry day (:(:(:

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 10:38:34 GMT

yesterday in school just found out that my sister actually have a blog too OMG!!

I still can remember last time how she tell me…”writing blog is a waste of time I rather do other stuff =.=”

Today I skip my computing lesson because I overslept *sorry MAYBELINE * I didn’t mean to ps u ):

Because I skip lesson I accompany my mum to see doctor and I swear to myself I would never ever want to go to that clinic even though if I am damn sick. The doctor is so violent when he is doing injection. When I see the whole process I was already totally freak out, my goose bump are all coming out and the doctor is expressionless. And it’s super expensive my mum totals have 4 injections by him and some medicine cost $458! last time I dad had 2 injection there cost $386 BUTBUTBUT 有效!!! so those who is not scare of pain can visit tat clinic which is located at teck whye..

lastly, BEN N JERRY CHUNK FEST is coming OMG!!! *my saliva is dripping*

http://www.benjerry.com.sg/

its on the 6^th dec which is THIS COMING SAT!!!

its at fort canning green 2-11pm and its FREE admission for all

the most important thing in the chunk fest they have 12 exclusive flavours from USA wow guys what are you waiting for(: since it’s a sat those who are lack of ideas going out with your darling go there!!!! (:

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 10:56:41 GMT

almost every weekdays I m dragging myself to school haix esp mon n fri. Not that I really hate my class but seriously I find it pointless to go for those lesson and my grades sucks esp my UTs damn it! ):

tdy me n my sis actually plan to run when we get home but she back out last min without telling me damn it, then my mum nv cook also nv tell me damn it, I didn’t go out for dinner because I scare later my mum nag again said that after work she have to rush home and cook dinner for us and yet no 1 appreciate that!

so ya right nw I m starving but I dun feel like eating those food tat they wanna buy for me..no appetite…

another serious thing I m getting darker n fatter its so damn demoralizing for me damn it….

tml communication UT again..going to be screw up for sure…

I HATE U!!

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:41:33 GMT

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THIS ENTRY IS SPECIALLY FOR MY DEAR FRIENDS FROM W15B(:my sec sch friends(:n all my other friends(:

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 05:59:19 GMT

ya maybeline,marc,weisong n weekiet this entry is for u guys (:
omg i never post entry for any1 in w15b u guys are the first to make me post this..happy right i know(: honor right

FYI all these picture are actually jigsaw puzzle(:

omg i save u guys from stressing up uself thinking what to get for me for my birthday n christmas too (:(:(:(:

LINGLI LAU N EDITH SAW THOSE *hint hint* haaa

THIS ENTRY IS FOR U DEAR!!!! (:

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 15:25:01 GMT

this is what i have been aiming for (:
*hint hint*
my birthday n christmas u dun have to worry what to get for me (:

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:21:41 GMT

Communication UT grade is out I score 9/26 n got a D+ but if you score 10/26 you will get a C!!!After knowing my grade I am super depress!!Means I have to attend the rest 8 lesson of his =.= I hate this faci “devil” *he himself say his is a devil* a lot and I hate attending his lesson I have skip twice already and yet I got a D+ for his UT. The best thing is tomorrow is his lesson (: how great!!! have to face him again and act in front of him in order to get a B that’s his guideline for grading us (: when you are quiet but you have done almost everything however he will say you are quiet in nature and say you are lazy! but if you never done much thing but talk craps or nonsense during lesson he will comment you that you have improve a lot that’s how he grade us (: his guideline (:

p.sà this semester really make me feel damn super depress and stress…my morale is getting lower and lower

When you've made your plans and they've gone awry
When you've tried your best and there's no more try
When you've failed yourself and you don't know why,
START OVER

When you've told your friends what you plan to do
When you've trusted them and they didn't come through
And now you're all alone and it's up to you,
START OVER

Starting over means "Victories Won"
Starting over means "A Race Well Run"
Starting over means "The Lords' Will Done"
Don't just sit there.......
START OVER

Be Yourself

by Ellen Bailey

Why would you want to be someone else
When you could be better by being yourself
Why pretend to be someone you are not
When you have something they haven't got

Cheating yourself of the life you have to live
Deprives others of that only which you can give
You have much more to offer by being just you
Than walking around in someone else's shoes

Trying to live the life of another is a mistake
It is a masquerade; nothing more than a fake
Be yourself and let your qualities show through
Others will love you more for being just you

Recently I have lost all my trust in almost all my friends in RP. Although I am angry with them but I have to act like noting happen to me and joke with them *I really wish I can be myself*

A True Friend

Author Unknown

When the roses lose their fragrance,
    and the world seems at an end,
When the day has lost its gladness,
    what a blessing is a Friend.

One who takes you as she finds you,
    caring not who is to blame,
One who knows all your shortcomings,
    but who loves you just the same.

Heaven sends a gift each morn,
    of a bright new day to spend,
What a joy it is to share it with,
    God's greatest gift...A Friend

after reading this poem I realise may have friends but I don’t have a true friend

ONLINE SHOPPING (:

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:32:10 GMT

anyone interested in buying cl0thes from this wedsite http://www.cleocat-fashion.com pls tell me asap as my sister going to make the payment soon (:

what colours represent u (:

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:31:13 GMT

tdy's RJ is interesting compare with last time (: the best think it is not link with tdy problem (:
well i did quite a few of personal test all the result most of them is bright colours which i dont think it represent me at all
to me i think bright colours=attract attention so i prefer dull colours.

I prefer to wear dark and dull colours rather than bright striking colours, cause I am an anti social person who wish to be alone most of the time and do not like to attract much attention from others. Dull colours can always represent my mood as I am quite a pessimistic person I do not have much confident in myself so I rather expect the worst thing to happen. Lastly, dark colours can give people a mysterious feeling as I am not good in expressing myself in words so I would rather keep everything myself.

my best friend (:

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 16:44:44 GMT

i m super tired just came back from work but i still wanna write this thing tat happen just n0w which make me n ling li damn piss!!!
well tdy our best friend stepf did actually send us to work at little india so kind of her*(actually she is working there as well thats y we have free ride but we have to go bukit batok first)...me n lingli end work at 11pm she end w0rk at 10.30pm but she didnt even th0ught of fetching us back or just send us to bukit batok then we take train back ourself but instead she send her friends back home (all of them are guys)and her friends are like staying in cck lar n oh ya sheng rong is 1 of them SHE SEND HIM BACK TOO rather than send us back so kind of her i apprectiate tat (: er let me see......we have been more than 5yrs of friends yup she didnt bother to us send home n when she come to our work place(because need to send the singtel things over to our location tats y she come if n0t i bet she dun even b0ther to tell us as tat she go home first), then she saw us she just say i going to send my friends back but there is 3 of them if u all wana sit then can squeeze with them PLS LAR me n lingli also dunn0 her friends somemore all guys even if sheng rong is there so wat, we cant squeeze with them wat so obviously she just ask us for fun then she drive them back (: yeah she rather send them back to cck than sending me n lingli lor how great is she right(:
sch reopen tml SIAN but still haven finish my n0tes=.=

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 18:23:48 GMT

I REGRET BUYING MY LAPTOP ):

I REGRET BUYING MY IPOD NANO ):

LASTLY AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING!!!!!!!!!!!

I RGRET SCHOOLING IN RP!!!!

When can i get use to their system...what i have learn in RP??
hmm...to be hypocrite...u have to put on a mask when u r going to school (: when can i be myself like i use to in primary n secondary sch....tats life in RP right =.=

recently my sister is damn broke because on 18th oct 2008 we went to precious moment fair
below are some of her colection=.=
(alice in e wonder land)(belle)(this figurine i brought for her as birthday present super X!!) haix above are just SOME of her figurine there is still MORE figurine that she paid but haven collected it...seriously i dunno y she LOVES it so much but the more she buy i gt the urge to sell it away online since mostly are limited pieces (: earn money n save space BEST!!

ps --> dear happy 6th month anni muackx (:

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 18:41:56 GMT

again my freaking B are coming back...my enterprise faci give me a freaking B ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wth again first few parts of the comment is great at the end again discuss with ur team members!!!wats wrong with faci n0wadays are they blind cant they see I DID DISCUSS with them wth because of that ya a B...how fairly they graded us or just me only great arh(: kao

when does friends remember n treasure u?

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 15:33:08 GMT

when they are alone they will think of you
when they dont have friends they will remember you
when they need help they will thought of you

but when they have new friends they will forget you
old friends are their spare tyre

they dont think that they are in fault when they left u alone but they will remember for life if u did that to them

do u have a friend like this?

☻ FATE 2B FRIENDS

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us. (but i dont think u did or u will)

☻FRIENDS

True friends are like Diamonds... they are real and rare. False friends are like leaves... they are scattered everywhere.

☻ WHAT YOU SAY

Everyone hears what you say... Friends listen to what you say... Best friends listen to what you don't say... (when will i find 1 )

☻OLD FRIENDS

Never abandon old friends. They are hard 2 replace. Friendships is like wine: it gets BETTER as it grows OLDER.

ps-->going to school now is a torturing thing to me i dunno i can take it till when...i cant take it any longer....now its even more hard cause i m the only 1 facing it...

no friends understand it and listen to me

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 12:01:28 GMT

haix recently me and my sister just spend 50+ on facial product=.=
we just walk 1 round only-_-!!!super br0ke n0w
after that went to zinc br0ught 2 bags from there...total cost 90+!!!!
yup i am super broke so EDITH LAU N LINGLI tml i dun have money to eat new york new york LOL(:

my best enterprise faci (:

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 12:55:12 GMT

Sorry readers this entries will contain vulgarity cause I am simply DAMN PISS with my ENTERPRISE FACILITATOR!!!

This morning I reach class at 8.45AM *i wasnt late*as there is understanding test(UT) for enterprise module and today my module is enterprise as well=.=. My facilitator is so F*** up that those people who needed thumb drive to load the UT files she doesn’t wana give me until the UT start. WTH!!! it’s just wasting time but she say if she give us the thumb drive we can see the question first WTH we dun even have the password lor how to see those freaking question!!!..At first my UT client was fine but when I am doing my first question half way it started to lag, but I manage to complete my question 1 part (a) only and it started to get more lag and it HANG!KAO! So I waited for it to “un-hang” hopefully but it didn’t so I ask them facilitator for help. Well she just stand beside me and stare at my laptop (: well done as if once she stare at it my laptop will “recover” but I think it get WORSE! thankx faci(: then she just move my mouse=.=, and ask me to scroll down do other question first (: so clever of her right(: if I can do that why should I call her..nabei really never use brain lor..ask us to off/silent our mobile but she herself didn’t and it RINGS when we are doing our UT DAMN irritating lar...(okay back to my story(: )so i replied my faci that my UT client HANG can’t even scroll down. So she look at me then i don’t know what to do already...such a responsible faci right (: why can’t she just give me the paper to do earlier rather than doing NOTING...so she slowly take the paper out from the file take the paper out and ask me do I have a pen of course I DONT have lar..Guess what she saidà I don’t have a pen I only have red pen (: so she take my paper away and SLOWLY walk towards the door and ask the invigilator for help. So the invigilator just wana CLOSE my UT client lor! Lucky he didn’t manage to HENG!!!! After he left the class faci finally find a pen for me to write by the time my laptop suddenly “recover” “un-hang” itself (: all this WASTE 15 minutes of my precious time...but the UT client time stop at where it hang when it “un-hang” the time starts to move again*which is around 9.23am liao*(: this is fair what but my idiotic faci stubborn minded sibei kaobei when HER clock reach 9.30am she say everyone must submit nabei she FORCE me to submit lor!!cb lar!!when i still have ten minutes left sibei unfair to me lor when she know just now my laptop hang on question 1 I can’t even see question 2!!! she say this is the NEW RULES where got such time I never request for MORE time I only wana use up my 30minutes freaking unfair!!plus she say tats why when having UT we must reach earlier don’t come late..this sentence totally can prove that she is BLIND (: poor thing..ALL THANKS TO MY DEAREST ENTERPRISE FACILITATOR I only manage to do 3 question within that 10mins I have SO KIND OF HER (: I APPRECIATE THAT REALLY!!! when my friends can have extra time to do their UT because their faci let them I just wana use up the time left for me and you don’t let..seriously did RP pay you more to follow their rules can you be more flexible HUH can you!!!according to RP rules your first break the earliest I can release you is 9.55am but she release us at 10.10 instead (: BEST. According to RP rules the earliest we can end class is 4pm but she release us 4.30pm WOW GREAT (: so conclusionàso far what i have learnt from her lesson HER WORDS CANT BE TRUSTED!AGREE?(:

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 14:16:35 GMT

AGAIN!!! my mummy nagging me about ahmad ask me to break up with him asap because they cant communicate with him=.=,different culture n religion etc HAIX SIAN
0h ya tdy went ahmad house visit his family for hari raya get 2 green packet (: